Thursday, 19 May 2011

Fresh Ink

Fresh Ink

We're all mad here - circa 15/4/2011
Alice - circa 30/4/2011




Tuesday, 10 May 2011

what in the world happened to Lola?


where have i been and what have i been doing?

I have been absent, from my blog, my mind and my life for a period of time now, but i am happy to report that i am back on track now, albeit a different track than i was on before.

my new track involves a new diagnosis - bipolar II disorder,

a 3 week rebirthing process, in a mental health facility,

a marriage separation,

shared care of my children,

and the inception of a beautiful new friendship.

I will admit, it has been a bumpy ride and there have been many ups and downs in the last 8 weeks, it has not always gone to plan. I have learnt that once a chapter is written, it can not be unwritten, that sometimes you just have to end the chapter, and move on to the next one, start a fresh and just keep writing because things can and will improve.

I am becoming a master of my own destiny, i want to write a happy story, one filled with adventures and journey's and light and love.

My new chapter starts here:

Stick around if you want to find out what happens next...








Saturday, 2 April 2011

More Art Journaling



i have been spending my evenings indulging my creative self and reviving my soul.


Saturday, 12 March 2011

Today's Playlist

Images from my week away 7 - 10 March, 11.

Clicky Clicky for Youtube Videos !!



exposed...(not a photographic post)


i feel exposed
vulnerable
and clinical again.

my mind works me into crazy places
i can feel the black waves coming again
and this time
it is my fault
i put myself there.

i feel like i am standing, naked, shivering, in the dark, yet everyone can see.
they don't point
they just watch me drown...

Tuesday, 1 March 2011

1 month


It's been one month.

My little princess has been a kindergarten- er for 1 month.

This evening I took the opportunity to have a quick flick back through those important
first day of school photo's I* captured.

Goodness me, we have come a long way in 4 weeks.

4 weeks ago - she could write her name, that was about it , a little bit of copying words, but more out of enthusiasm than anything else.

NOW, she can spell words out on a page using nearly every letter in the alphabet,
can add items that are illustrated on a page, and can read 8 sight words,
I, DAD, MUM, LITTLE, BIG, HERE, A & IS!!!
She is excited and enthusiastic about reading her home readers each night and is already bringing home library books and "reading" them.

I am a proud mummy!!


The night before, she had her uniform and backpack ready to go.


Ready to leave, little brother just as excited as she was.


At nanny and poppy's, getting a bit nervous

With Mummy


Sunday, 20 February 2011

Market Sunday

Ashby Markets and Sweet Vintage in Yamba
What an awesome Sunday Morning.

Things that made me smile today:
Henry Miller books - $5
Coffee - $4
Chocolate Lips - Complimentary
Alice Cooper - Priceless